Archive for August, 2005

LOve ?

Wednesday, August 24th, 2005

“In the name of Love”
“Love is a many spelding thing”
“Love lifts us up where we belong”
“All you need is love”

- REALLY?

In my last post I asked about the main message of the movie the Moulin Rouge . . . “The greatest thing, you’ll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.”

Tonight Melanie and I found out that a married couple in our neighborhood whom we have become friends with are seperated. As I type Melanie is on their porch talking to her. We ran into him at a local resautrant earlier this evening. What the heck is God doing? And this on top if the fact that my best friend has recently filed for a divorce, and is really scaring me with a suicidal statement he said recently. He needs help. They need help. my neighbors need help. Hell, i need help!
Is it true that “love lifts us up where we belong” and ” All we need is love”?

I have begun to have confirmed what I have always thought. Love is not enough. A lot of times it does not always lift us up where we belong and many terrible things are done in the name of love. In fact humanity has trashed this word. I mean lets me honest, some times . . .really many times marriage does not feel like love. It is messy, and not fun some times. Sometimes I wonder what is God doing. Do you?

I guess in the end I have to believe in the message of Moulin Rouge. “The greatest thing we will ever learn is to love, and be loved in return.” It is messy, and not good sometimes. It is ugly and hard, and exhausting, and frustraiting, and so much more. BUT it is also beautiful and hopefull and amazing beyond words. In the end, to truely love, and truely be loved in return is the greatest thing we can learn. But, it will not happen here on earth. I have searched all over and I have only found it in one person. Jesus.

derrak


Love

Thursday, August 4th, 2005


I just finished watching the movie Moulin Rouge for about the 5th time. It has become one of my favorites. I wonder what you think about it? Here is the thesis of the movie. It is a line that is repeated over and over and is what you walk away forom the movie remembering.

“The greatest thing, you’ll ever learn,
is just to love, and be loved in return. “

I wonder what you think about this statement? Let me know. I will post my thoughts a little later. By the way, if you havn’t seen the movie, go see it.

derrak

did someone say cake?

Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005


party time!!!!!!!
Originally uploaded by dostovic.
get this in my mouth!
Originally uploaded by dostovic.

It is late tueday night, and I meant to post a number of pictures earlier in the evening, since a few people have been asking for them. Well here is one and if you click here you will see many more! (note: the more recent pics are at the bottom)

Isn’t he just Cute!! I love him so much!

derrak